I met my girl Le back in dec. She had sent me an admiration letter. I had not been on the site for at least six months. I was dating an adopted korean girl who basically thought I needed to be her sugar daddy. When I saw Le's message I cut the rope on the korean girl. I was really into her first message it really made me want to get to know her. So I have been talking to her twice a week for the past few months. I have over looked alot of things chalking it up to cultural differences. Like our first few message she always replied with the very same things. I would also ask her questions and they would be totaly ignored. I also know this girl has a life outside of me, but the replies I am recieving now are getting shorter and shorter. I mean I will fill out the whole 6000 characters, her letters are much shorter. She used to tell me she misses me and can't wait to hear from me. I do not see this anymore? Do you guys think she is backing out? I think I just might be crazy, because I want this so badly i might just be freaking myself out. Well here is a copy of my last note.
My dearest Joshua:
How are you today? I hope you are doing well! I am so happy to receive your letter today! You always on my mind, my baby, please don't worry about it, ok? Haha~ these days are very cold, the weather is unusual, so, I also hope you could take care of yourself for me!
So, you made a chinese name for yourself? Meng Zhi Shen? Do you like it? Haha~ which is the family name? I don't know the meaning of it, but if you like it so much, please keep it for yourself!
You always show your feeling in detail, and I could understand them very well, I know that every word comes from your heart, they makes me feel so warm in the cold days, I feel that your love is so strong to me, and I want to treasure it.
Thank you so much for your pics, I always be happy to see them, you make me feel so happy in life, I would like to contact more with you, because you make my life to be colorful. Please never doubt about your letter, it always touch me a lot, I am not good at express my feeling, hope you don't mind about it!
Take care and have a nice day!
Yours,
Le