Josh
Over the past few days I have been a bit selfish....babbling on about my personal happiness and I have been a bit pressed for time also !!!!
But I wanted to find a few moments to put in my 2 cents worth about your question........
I am bloody sight older than you, and after 5 fruitless and frustrating trips to China, I began to think that I had somehow drawn the short straw in the quest for a partner and that all sorts of self doubts crept in to my thoughts. This is normal...it is one way we test our own reality and reset our hopes, dreams and expectations.
Logic must tell you that you dont have a fundamental problem with yourself....I am sure you are as normal as the rest of us !!!!
You can live in false hopes and dreams...but you aint doing that !!! You only want what we all want.
There is never a certainty in relationships, most of them that seem perfect, in some ways cant stand the larges doses of reality that creep in. This again is normal, after all, we dont usually marry the first person that lights our fire !!!
I hope my own experience, which mirrors that of a lot of Bros will give you a level of confidence that it really is something of a numbers game...and I say "game" not in a frivolous way.
There is the RIGHT Lady out there for you....you know it !!
So hang in, dont lose confidence and trust that perseverance will always pay off.......there are many of us here that have proved that
At 30, you have many years to be a good husband and a great Father......in our modern World, the age difference between Father and children means less than it did say 50 years ago...you can still have fun at 60......both Willy and I can testify to that !!!! :icon_cheesygrin::icon_cheesygrin:
But my advice is still to get on "face-to-face" via QQ or similar......gives you a head start.
Cheers
David