Jim, what a shock to wake up and read your letter. Since we are of the same age and from the same area, your letters and accounts of your trip were a big part of my working thru some issues with Xiuru. I would agree with the others, that getting married in China rather than getting finance visa is more risky. Not to mention that the finance visa seems to be quicker. I would like to share some information with you and the brothers from my last trip.
I was in the park early Sunday morning. Xiuru and I along with the 18 year old son of some friends. We were playing a game of badmitten, during a break in the action, the boy turned to me and said that he could not marry a Chinese woman. He stated that the Chinese woman below the age of 35 were more interested in money and status than they were in family and traditional values. He was asking me if i knew of any American girls that had traditional values that he could contact. After our talk, i would look at the younger ladies shopping and in their daily life actions. I could see he was correct.
From the very beginning, Xiuru and I agreed that she had to commit to 3 months in America before marriage. i have fought off family and friends to keep this agreement in place. As much as I love her, there is still the issue of when it is time for the rubber to hit the road and for her to come to America, she will not. She wants a home in Anshan. I said only after I retire. so as you can see, as much as i see our many years of happiness together, until the time we get married here, and have some time here in America. I will have some doubts.
I wish you the best, i am truly sorry for the pain and hurt you are having in your life at this time. buzz