Dang it, I should have known better.
We talked through QQ, she said she didn't have a webcam at work, ok. We are talking and getting to know each other for a few hours, it's going fine. Then at the end she finally gives me some natural pics. She prefaces it by saying If I was looking for beauty, she's not for me. I'm like what??? Your pictures are smoking hot.
So she sends me the pics... and I gotta tell ya it's like a totally different person. You really have to strain to see the same person in the different photos. I even know photoshop, I should know better.
I don't think I'm a superficial person, but it feels a little deceptive when someone presents themselves one way and strings you along when all along they could have been honest and shown the pro shots with the natural ones from the beginning. I can't help but feel disappointed. Not because I only care about physical beauty-- it's just that my whole image of her is changed. It's like now I finally see the real person and everything before was an act, a semi-expensive fantasy that I was more the willing to take. It's not like she's totally un-dateable or something, but we're not talking about a date, we're talking about thousands of dollars and a huge commitment. I feel bad for her too, I can't help but change my mood to her, but I didn't want to call her out on it either. She's a nice girl and all, but damn.... I'm behind on my work because of this little fantasy ride, I'm rambling, Thanks for reading. SIGH
Ryan