Yes Rhonald you have my sympathy as well, but also my envy. I recently read your thread "Hunt for the Red October ...Shoe" and I hope you do not mind me saying, but wow!! what a beautiful wedding to a very beautiful bride.
I know you are feeling down right now, but just like those marches made you mentally tough.When you and your wife are finally together, there will be NOTHING you two won't be able to handle. No matter what life might throw your way,you know it will be like Heaven because you have already went through Hell.