With sadness tonight my German shepherd of 12.5 years...gets her last meal. Her body just doesn't function very well any more. Oddly enough, Shasta has been shedding her winter coat everywhere, and it seems to be extra thick this year. Often times in nature, a plant or animal has last hurrah's or short term rejuvenation prior to the end, maybe this is hers? Shasta has had 5 short term mom's...and has seen me through many hard times. And even though she was pushed aside as a new women entered my life...she was the constant that never let me down, and the one with no agendas or misconceptions in our relationship. I required a friend's opinion to assess her condition because in the past with my dogs, I was told... I always hang on too long. I regret Shasta and Hong will never spend moments together as I'm sure Hong has never had the opportunity to bond with a dog, but on the other hand...I will be saved from the endless glares and sharp jabbing unknown Chinese words I'd hear because of dog hair being everywhere. Hong said goodby to Shasta last night (skype) and told me "this is the natural law". Together we will spread Shasta's ashes in my favorite fly fishing river in Colorado, where as Hong is to also place mine someday!