I hope I will get her back on the phone soon, otherwise I will start feeling paranoid. Her phone broke down the same time as her translator left the company. I really hope I was not writing to the translator and talking with her on the phone too as she pretending not to speak English.
Last night I was reading the post of our French brother, it is a long post only got to page 15 I think, well anyway after I went to sleep I had a nightmare driving my truck without breaks. I woke up 3am and could not get much sleep after that.
Weekend is here I am going out with my brothers and friends and try to forget about chinlove for a while and also get the paranoid feelings out of my system.