Hmmm 6 months? This was a short relationship even if it was very intense, a lot happened in the 7-8 weeks this lasted. I hope it's more a matter of weeks than months. She deleted my QQ contact again today (good sign) but she just rang my phone a few minutes ago, ... I'm not calling back.
I'm in contact with 3 ladies on CHN, two are more realistic in my age range (mid thirties) and both sound good so far and they're very attractive in more ways than just looks, another one is way too young but her messages are way too good to drop her, she's really captivating my attention with her content, although I'm glad her pictures are very discrete, otherwise my hormones would take over.
So healing with this sort of medicine should not take too long, although I do notice that it's hard for me to write my true soul at the moment, the cloud of the failed relationship is very present and I sound much less chirpy and passionate than I usually do, even my sense of humor is failing me from time to time, I'm glad there's a translator in the middle to fix things up for now. Maybe it would be best to leave it for a while, but I think I would be even more depressed if I don't have any meeting opportunities in February, and I'm not sure when I can make it back to China for another round, probably not before the summer as the repeated absences are impacting my business and income, money is not unlimited unfortunately.
So much for the news from the front, I think I'll be EMFing intensely for the next few weeks and I want to cut down my selection to 1 or 2 on Chn before going to China next time.
Frank
