Hi guy's sorry to ask you but I really do need some help on this...
To start the story I must return to 5/6 years ago... As many of you brothers know, my ex left me for another guy, (best mates brother in law), We were together for 28 and a half years, and married for 26 of them (happily I thought), she done many other things that really put the depression bugs onto me for many years, which I don't need to explain in detail (suffice to say, it was bad). However, because I am grown up now, we speak regularly and on a friendly basis, even after getting divorce in April.
Anyway last night at 6.30 she came to my house for a chat, because she was feeling a little (cant remember the word, she was thinking about 'our' life together) lets just say 'lonely'. Anyway we got talking about everything, you know the stuff, kids, grand-kids, old friends and family members etc. After about an hour or so she went into her bag and opened a bottle of wine, now I don't drink and she knows that, but she went in and got 2 glasses and poured me one-which I never touched.
She then got onto the subject of me and Keren and about my moving to China, at first it was like she was happy for me and moving on you know, but things started getting touchy, as in hitting the wrong buttons, to cap it all she begged me NOT to move there, citing things like she still loved me and would miss me, and how the kids would be upset etc. I have not been in her life for the last 5/6 years and Now she comes out with THAT??? She eventually left about 2 in the morning but not before she made a lung at me romantically, which was rebuffed.
I have (and I know what your going to say David50) fallen in love with Keren even though we've not met in person yet. Keren is the lady that I have always wanted, going to a new country and starting again is also something I have been thinking about since Novemeber 09, I think I know what I am/going to do but I would like some feed back on this, as it has got me soooooo confused. FFS I was/am going to start a new life why did she have to say this now???
HELP PLEASE